i heart

...sea birds, whales, dolphins, bears, foxes, wolves, hippos, fishies, ants, stegosaurus, mutherfucking pterodactyls and so forth
(this list is to be completed at a later time).

I heart all you magnificent creatures from far and wide.

i appreciate you animals and animal spirits!!!!!!!!!!!

something strange.

no rearrange.

You are the dream

... dreamed by the dreamer.

your life is
the dream.

i hate...

having carpal tunnel.

fml.

meet me in montauk

memories of new york
that i wish
would no longer have a response

carved hearts in snow
extended tongues in frosted air
bookstore kidnapping
firefly watchings
penn station naps
awakened by northern rides on the train
boca chica
village intoxications
light analyzations
hotel rentals
and lost walks through the park that was central

... but who stole the copper from the basement?


i will it all away

as
i
d i s a p p e a r

into

nothing



the new answer: yes.

how we see what we see affects the quality of our reality

we are children of the sky

dna
descendents of our ancestry
physical spirit
bone
flesh
blood

we are in time
in space,
but we are from beyond.

the past and the present are interwoven

we are earth
moon
stars
planets

creator created creation
...intelligence

being is power.

we are part of those memories of evolution

but how do we evolve
in negativity
confusion
darkness

how do we evolve
when we want to love
but cant

how do we transcend
when we are binded
by ties of selfishness
and lack of support

who is to suffer
but
us

2 innocent souls
sometimes 3

... things are not always as easy as they seem.

malice aforethought

i feel sorry for those who live in a world without truth...
a world without consequences.

sometimes we were meant to fly

cant stop the god's from engineering.

I < 3 ...

drum
and bass


forever.



i miss battling.
i think i shall be the only girl to kick ass UK style this thursday... once again.
good times

oh life...

you bastard.

two sided time

you will never belong to me
because

i dont
want

you.

i will not ever be sorry

... again.



in a few hours
my whole life will change
and
if all goes well
the sacrifice of hiding in a lie
will cease
to
exist.

i have a scar i can talk about

...and so I cry
the light is white

and
I
see
you

i'm alive.